Rest In Peace Testo

Would you even look at me tonightLike times when you were here
And would you say these words to me
These words I wanna hear
And would you take me in your arms
If your lungs were still there to breath
Now faith has proved me wrong
Believing that you're here... while you're gone
Tonight I'll sleep til' death
Away from these nightmares
No way I'm better off alone
This world can make it on it's own
And every bond will fall on me
To end this nightmare
I just can't believe you're gone
I just won't believe you're gone
Maybe this could take all night
Before it starts to choke
But I won't even make a sound
As my skin will taste this rope
Now I'm ready to come home
Just a note before I go
Me and your name paint in red
I wrote it on the walls... so they know
Just spread your wings and crash
I wait outside my window
I'll try to catch you even if I fall
And the hardest part of losing you
I wish I could recall
The hardest part is never seeing you at all