Ifs And Buts Testo

if i was immortal,i'd lose my mind
if i commited suicide would that be unkind?
if i won the lottery id go mad
if i died tomorrow would that be so bad?
if i wrote a book it would be fantasy
if i went to heaven you'd be in ecstacy
but im staying as i am
you havent got the better of me
i hate you for what you've done blaming it all on me
chorus
inside your so confused
by the voices in your head
contradicting your decision
you might aswell be dead

if i was to complain you wouldnt care
if i was to confess would anybody be there?
if i went insane would it be surprise?
if i was nice to you could i live with myself
chorus
you always think that your right
but your always wrong
you dont care about the world or what you've done