Drunk Or Dead Testo

Little did I know it then
The pictures on the heads of pins
Be easier than living is
Easier to watch you die
Lost what little luck was left
Its not enough to pay the rent
Not enough to force repentance
Not enough to make you pray
And dont tell me bout the sins of man
Ive felt the sting of Gods right hand
I find him after school in bed
And dont know if hes drunk or dead
A slow but steady breath means
Live to wreck another day
Its terrible to cross my mind
That I should do him in this time
And I could find a better life
Become a burden on the state
You cant run when its all you know
Youll just have to wait to go
And you cant hurt me cause Ive been true
Your horrid life caught up to you
But I got bruises that you cant see
If theres a god, take him from me.