Just The Way I Am Testo

So here I go againSelf destruction leads to my dismal end
But what did I expect?
I am the one who chose to neglect
All the things that mattered the most
So here it comes again
A decision that affects my end
So what should I do?
The answer is so obvious
But I remain so oblivious
Frustration, results in every path I choose
Frustration, results in every choice I abuse
What can I do?
What should I do?
What will I do?
I'll do nothing because...
Decisions, keep me in want of common sense
Decisions, keep me confiding in ignorance