What We Expect Testo

blood running from my mouth
i scream my fear
but its muffled, no one to hear
the blows increase my tears
why must you be so severe

i did nothing to deserve such menacing acts
why cant you just relax, let your worries flow
ill listen to you were no one else would go
yet you srike on, i just bite my tongue and cry on

i hate to look in the mirror
and see the scars of fear
bloody with self hate
i have no restraint

my relapse is hell, a burning pit of pain
the beatings continue, no one knows but me
they cant see the bruses, but they're there
visable as a bright light in a cave

i call back that old refrain
self loathing caused by your shame
yet the battle continues

i hate to look in the mirror
and see the scars of fear
bloody with self hate
i have no restraint

MAKE IT GO AWAY!
MAKE IT GO AWAY!
JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY!


vision blury, extract my needle
the posion reaches my blood
given the circumstances
you cant reproach my decision

my heart pumps so fast
just increasing the speed of my brains death
the drugs reach my head
sluring the names i erased

and its gone away forever
that image i so well remember
the blood invisioned is real
excluding propositions of resurarection

life rambles on
life rambles on
life rambles on
like a stray dog
you follow along

long days, pleasant nights
your wrong, alright?
flying on drug coated wings
my days are a haze and my nights arent even dreams

scream my name
scream my name, feel it slide from your lips
and experience the anti-bliss

dont call me out
i cant stand to walk that route
feel the grains of pain against my feet
yet i call back that old refrain

i hate to look in the mirror
and see the scars of fear
bloody with self hate
i have no restraint

repaint my exclamation on the wall
while you do why dont you rape my good faith
laugh at the the acusations that you paint

i hate to look in the mirror
and see the scars of fear
bloody with self hate
i have no restraint

expalain my game if you can
i doubt it
i took no hand in its creation
and know nothing of the rules i play by

i just tell you what to do
not expecting you to follow my commands
accepting the demands, we follow the plan

the cheaters rule the land
flying from the path with unspoken regret
im a puppet, dangling from strings


i hate to look in the mirror
and see the scars of fear
bloody with self hate
i have no restraint

expect my resignation soon
the lies have opened wounds
bleeding volumes i cry thy name
with excruciating claims

insomnia, restless sleep
i cant get over what you repeat

'no i wont go'
'your a fool and it shows'
'if you think its possible'
IM A FOOL!!