Super Xero (By Myself Demo) Testo

What do I do to ignore whats behind me?Ý 
Do I follow my fate to escape blindly?Ý 
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreamsÝ 
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?Ý 
Do I let it go and try to stand it?Ý 

Or do I try to catch them red-handed?Ý 
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoninessÝ 
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?Ý 
The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping menÝ 
I make the right turns but I'm lost withinÝ 
I put on my daily facade but thenÝ 
I just end up getting hurt againÝ 
By myselfÝ 
MYSELF! I ask whyÝ 
but in my mind I findÝ 
I can't rely on myselfÝ 
MYSELF! I ask whyÝ 
but in my mind I findÝ 
I cant rely on myselfÝ 

I can't hold onÝ 
To what I want when I'm stretched so thinÝ 
It's all too much to take inÝ 
I can't hold onÝ 
To anything watching everything spinÝ 
With thoughts of failure sinking inÝ 

If turn my back I'm defenselessÝ 
And to give into fate seems senselessÝ 
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'llÝ 
Take from me till everything is goneÝ 
If I let them go I'll be outdoneÝ 
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrunÝ 
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancerÝ 
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answerÝ 
By MyselfÝ 
MYSELF! I ask whyÝ 
but in my mind I findÝ 
I can't rely on myselfÝ 
MYSELF! I ask whyÝ 
but in my mind I findÝ 
I cant rely on myselfÝ 

I can't hold onÝ 
To what I want when I'm stretched so thinÝ 
It's all too much to take inÝ 
I can't hold onÝ 
To anything watching everything spinÝ 
With thoughts of failure sinking inÝ 

How do you thinkÝ 
I've lost so muchÝ 
I'm always afraidÝ 
That I'm out of touchÝ 
How do you expectÝ 
I will know what to doÝ 
When all I knowÝ 
Is what you tell me toÝ 

Don't youÝ 
KNOWÝ 
I can't tell you how to make itÝ 
GOÝ 
No matter what I do how hard IÝ 
TRYÝ 
I can't seem to convince myselfÝ 
WHYÝ 
I'm stuck on the outsideÝ 
Don't youÝ 
KNOWÝ 
I can't tell you how to make itÝ 
GOÝ 
No matter what I do how hard IÝ 
TRYÝ 
I can't seem to convince myselfÝ 
WHYÝ 
I'm stuck on the outsideÝ 

I can't hold onÝ 
To what I want when I'm stretched so thinÝ 
It's all too much to take inÝ 
I can't hold onÝ 
To anything watching everything spinÝ 
With thoughts of failure sinking inÝ 
I can't hold onÝ 
To what I want when I'm stretched so thinÝ 
It's all too much to take inÝ 
I can't hold onÝ 
To anything watching everything spinÝ 
With thoughts of failure from with...