Super Xero (by Myself) Testo

What do I do to ignore what\'s behind me?
Do I follow my fate and escape blindly?
Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams
And give into sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I let it go and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them redhanded?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust none and live life in lonliness?

The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men
I make the right turns but I\'m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up gettin\' hurt again

[pre-chorus:]
By myself (Myself)
I ask why (but in my mind I find)
I can\'t rely on myself (Myself)
I ask why (but in my mind I find)
I can\'t rely on myself

[chorus]:
I can\'t hold on
To what I want when I\'m stretched so thin
It\'s all too much to take in
I can\'t hold on
To anything watchin\' everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I\'m defenseless
And to give in to fate seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they\'ll take from me \'til everything is gone
If I let them go I\'ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I\'ll be outrun
If I\'m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I\'ll be buried in the silence of the answer...

[pre-chorus and chorus]

How do you think
That I\'ve lost so much
I\'m always afraid
That I\'m out of touch
How do you expect
That I will know what to do
When all I know
Is what you tell me to

Don\'t you (know)
I can\'t tell you how to make it (go)
No matter what I do, how hard I (try)
I can\'t seem to convince myself (why)
I\'m stuck on the outside
[x2]

[chorus]

I can\'t hold on
To what I want when I\'m stretched so thin
It\'s all too much to take in
I can\'t hold on
To anything watchin\' everything spin
With thoughts of failure from with...(in)