Standing Future Still Testo

time frozen and stoppedin a freeze frame invisible
unnoticed by the naked eye
take this film strip
collaging images of events
past mistakes, regrets unchanged
fleeting whirlwind of moments
velocity accelerating
these shutter speeds and apertures dont match up
nothing seems to be in focus
living in the never
wishing for the now
lost in forever
true feelings never...come out.
floating weightless through time
on this belt of apprehension
energy is drained
unload this film
it's caught on the wrong spindle
load and reload again
fire me through this pistol.