Silver Lining Testo

Addictions drawn in each day I kill myself
Hide the bottle behind the bed
No I don't love myself today
There's someone knocking at my door
Just go the fuck away
Slow vertigo and nowhere to go
And I was someone yesterday
Don't tell me what I am
That without a drink I'm half a man
As my hopes and dreams just slip away
And my silver lining turns to grey
Bent up and nauseous
Curled on the bathroom floor
Dried vomit clinging to the bowl
My pockets empty but I've got to pay
The phone is ringing out in the hall
But I'm not home today
Sad carousel and welcome to hell
When the two fisted party boy is on display
Don't tell me what I am
That without a drink I'm half a man
As my hopes and dreams just slip away
And my silver lining turns to grey
Relive cold sweat anxiety
Fallen down into detox sobriety
Romanticize the pain
Blackout daydreams once again