What Am I Thinking? Testo

i dont that im gonna see her again,
even though she is my only true friend,my feelings for her are much too strong,
and i dont want to inject them where they dont belong
i really thought we'd be together again,
now i've realised that i've lost you again,
i guess i've been blinded by love,
now someone else is tasting the stuff
bitter tears fell down my face,
and all hope of love dissapeared without trace,
words dont come easy,
soon i'll be leving this place.
i wanna see you again,
maybe then you will see,
i wanna see you again,
maybe you'll choose me.
what was i thinking,
thinking you loved me,
i guess i was too stupid,
that i just couldn't see,
what was i thinking,
thinking you felt the same,
noew i realise i just made for this game.