Note To Self: Die Testo

So this is how it feelsTo be tethered to a sinking ship
Nobody hears as I hit the ground
My breaking sound!
If I try, can I fix it?
Our bodies (our anchors)
We're going down
What the fuck have I done?
Signs point to nothing
What we want is in our heads
But our hearts hold us back
I'll write this note in blood
To remind myself to die
Don't hope
Don't try
Don't aspire!
Note to myself
Please die...please die