Disorder Testo

i didn❝t come here for forgiveness, i just need to tell someone. my story and the truth in these lies, and the things that i have done.
well i used to be a hero, these days i❝m not so sure, while i❝ve fought my demons and the terrible rain. a disordered private war.
[chorus] :
in disorder, disorder, can❝t stop myself slipping down. can❝t turn myself around.
now i can❝t buy protection and i can❝t steal beliefs, too old to live and too young to die, hard nights, strange days indeed.
there❝s always someone on my back but i can❝t turn around. spend my time just lookin❝ up, it❝s the only view from the ground.
[ bridge ] :
this poison courses through my veins, this disorder in my head. like a smack, crack, tab or a stab in the back.
and now i think i❝m hooked again.