Stale With Lies Testo

do i think my God is too weak to save me?why do i harbor such distrust, such mercy, such love?
open my eyes, open my ears.
my thoughts only push you away, my actions deepen the rift.
i say with out words how much i don't love you
please don't believe me, i look for you please draw near.
my God comes, like a flood, and my face finally turns.