The Color Pit Testo

Yeah, here you come again
I should have known you❝d be around
Makes no sense to me why we❝re still alive
You❝ve got weeks to live and I am on a spiral dive
When you finally die
Don❝t let me need you there
I know damn well you❝re not alone
Surrounded laughing by the death head grins
Of all my friends who❝ve overdosed
Overdosed and died
And you know
That❝s the way we go
Back in your color room the shadows fall and break
We would waste away
Burning out, shooting up
I❝m not gonna fall with you this time
I might not get up, I❝m not strong enough
You know...
Can❝t you see it❝s killing me
I❝m not gonna walk back into the pit for you
Yeah, not for you or anyone
I don❝t want the speed, I don❝t want the heroin
I❝m not gonna break
I❝m not gonna play your game
When you die alone in that pit of hell
Don❝t perpetuate the myth, don❝t romanticize
I❝m not gonna watch you die again
I don❝t want to see
You know...
You don❝t wanna talk about it but you know
You sit and laugh at me
You❝ll die laughing
Yeah, you❝re all fucked up
Can❝t you see it❝s killing me...
I❝m not gonna walk back into the pit...
For you