Looking back now I refuse to believe my happiness was a lie,
So many times I tried to please you, you made me cry.
The grudge I feel, I judge the kill,
The blood I spill, its time to heal.
Chorus:
Break the heart I place in your hands,
I'll die for you thats what you'll have me do.
Trapped inside my mind, so come in and play,
I'll show you the future that I had planned.
Revenge is cold, I've forgotten the warmth,
Promise not to scream still as bad as it seems,
Hold my hand let me know your real,
Lost me love hate reminds me to feel.
Innosence discovered outside of you, with out a reason.
Lost hope I had found nothing here, to hold me treason.
To commit a sin over love thats been,
I'm giving in the demons win.
Looking back now I refuse to believe my happiness was a lie.
So many times I tried to please you, you made me cry.
The grudge I feel I judge the kill,
The blood I spill its time to heal.
(Chorus)
Deep down I know I still care every thought of you,
I can't forget the pain I feel from pretending not to.
I try to hide, I swallow my pride,
Scared inside, think suicide.
(Chorus)
