Things I'd Hate To Be Testo

I know this nothingness I feel is life
I know the pain it brings is you and your lies
I know you think you help me out, I'm falling apart
I think you left me back in the gutter now where do I start
I'm falling farther than you
(I've) been trampled under your shoe
I don't know what we can do
I have been blinded of the truth
Don't want to look because I know I'll hate what I see
I cant count all the things that I would hate to be
I'd like to take you and just throw you off a pier
I'd like to drown with you and quickly disappear