Miserable Day Testo

It's a miserable day and I'm so fucking low
I stare at the rain and where the water goes
I end up inside and all the gray turns to black
I want all these things I know I can't get back
I see the world fade away
This happens to me everyday
My life can't get much worse than now
Decreasing more than I allow
If it burned more internally
I'd have a carbon cavity
Fluids build up where this belongs
It thickens up
It dies
It's gone