Belated Perception Testo

A grieving darkness surrounds me
Fearsome screams get through my core
Tearing the intolerable silence
Satan I have to adore
I want to loose my sense
I want to die
But I am dead
JESUS is no lie
His existence is reality
And who believes in Him
Is blessed in all eternity
Now I know that
Now it is too late
Now that I am dead
I know there is no fate
But an almighty GOD who has all under control
If I only had a second chance
I would live a different life
A life in CHRIST
If only somebody could hear me
I would shout out loud
'Alive is CHRIST'
And the reward for those
Who live without Him
Is worse than death
It is eternal loneliness
Eternal agony is my future
Tortured an godforsaken forever
Will I turn back ever?
Never