"last time i tried this i failed so i don't think i will taste you againwe wait for me, and i want something else, i think it's best if you go" "red flashes and floating balloons of liquid life, i feel like i... feel about couches and sharpened knives. and lights turned low, loud music and sharpened metal. i will get what i want. i can't stop myself, not like this, pulled by strings i can't see."