"All i felt was the rush.and my legs turned to mush lost all my power to reason with my gut.lying on my back on this rosary i clutch frozen in the moment and i think im really fuckedtonight im gonna die..but i can see the sun come up..im so fuckin high i feel it running thru my bloodcollapsing my lungs all this hate to which i've clung..im deaf and im dumb what the fuck have i done.." "hallucinating hold my hand i cant catch my breath..and help me i've got pains in my chest..paranoia's agitating cardiac arrest"