down in the abyssof my soul
it was hidden for so long
a vicious circle
that rules my life
a strange fuckin`feeling
known so well
I found out that I hate this live in anger
I found out that I love this life in war
this life in anger is what I love
this life in war is what I hate
canìt you understand my fear of the future
can`t you understand this absurd despair
this is what corrodes my insides
this is what destroys my fuckin`mind
can`t escape of these two sides
soon they`ll fuckin`make me blind
Refrain:
You`ve been here
all the time
so overwhelming
break my goddamn spine
wounds don`t bleed
darkness divine
a senseless breath
turns blood into wine
down in the abyss
of my soul
it was hidden for so long
a vicious circle
that rules my life
a strange fuckin`feeling
known so well
this is hell !!!
raped, no story to tell
strange but known so well
forgotten but always here
reality, you are my fear
