How Long? Testo

oh, for many--how you say ?...( words are getting in the way )
years--that's it ! i still decide
i want to carry on
oh, for now, all i see--
i walk & carry part of me
as part of me crawls on beside--
i want to carry on
how long ?
how long ?
how long...
how long....
how long...
how long ?
how long...
how long ?
and i see now
how long
and i see now
how long