"'now my life is full of so many simple crutches. they help me walk they help me sleep the help me suffer. hte love was never there and I just didn't seeit. the weapons take on so many painful attachments, the faces change but they all tell the same damn story. the love was never there and I just didn't see it. the love was never there and now I don't think I even care." "i've built this wall around my heart"