Twenty Years Testo

i'm aware of what i'm feelingsometimes it seems like i'm dreaming
i was blind now i'm believing
in the things you say and do
it's been the same in every play
a lifetime came and went away
when i have pleaded it to stay
i don't know what else i can do
though it was always coming here
i waited nearly twenty years
it's something that i'm ready for
but i don't know what i'm looking for no more
forgive me love for i have sinned
i can't believe the way i've been
something's always on my mind
it's criminal and takes my time
but it's only life and life is short. you fall inside and work it out.
and when you know what it's been all about
it's over and you start again
maybe
where i've been and where i go
what i learned and what i know
something deep inside my soul
is screaming out that you are home