Mentally Exposed Testo

my soul has holes
That will never heal

I❝m so sick inside
got a twisted mind
Can no longer cope

I wish I could be happy but reality hurts
It brings me down and makes me lick the dirt

Looking back at life
then I realize
I❝m not meant to be

How did I end up here
is it cause I fear
The world outside

I can❝t hear a sound
and I can❝t look out
Mostly my eyes are shut

I fear for my tomorrow cause it might be like yesterday
I felt all the sorrow and I cried in vain

Looking at the white walls with tears in my eyes
I don❝t know why I❝m here and why I❝m alive
It❝s so cold in here and no one hears me cry
When death calls my name I❝ll gladly say goodbye

Night will soon be here
then I disappear
Into my own world

No one can hurt me there
and I feel no fear
Embraced by tranquility

Please don❝t let me wake
my body shakes
I have left my life

Now I❝m happy and reality doesn❝t hurt
I❝m underground, I❝m buried in the dirt
No white walls surrounds me, now I❝m free to fly
To leave this earth was a good way to say goodbye