Odd Character Testo

i dont know what else to doshe thought i was cool, but now im just confused
sometimes i dont understand if she's forgot about me
would it be wrong if i asked her out on a date
can someone please explain it to me ?

i've wasted days and nights
only to find a different excuse,
i don't know what to expect anymore
these fucking intentions of mine are endless
why do i insist to have another ending alone

she looks at me and points out my pants have fallen down
another dream with a bad ending
wake up and shes forgotten my name
i guess its my fault for pretending to ignore her
i wish i could tell her what i got
for now i assume she loves me not