A Fact Of Egoism Testo

I had forgotten
How much it hurts
That only second
When mind is opened wide
By nails of consciousness
With grim, cold touch
The cruel misleading feel
You missed one breath
It lasts for but one deaf
Blink of an eye
And fills your head with doubts
About what is real
Now you can’t believe
Even your own thoghts
Because she is inside
And rides your veins
GAME: a sin fragile, a fact of egoism
Pushed it all too far, pushed it all too far
GAME: a sin fragile, a fact of egoism
I only fear the pain, I only fear the pain…
I ingurgitate the demon of human self disgust
I bow my head and prey: grief is my new god
It peels off pride and the essence of being myself
I only ask this sunset to conceal any remembrance of her
It comes in suddenly
As silence fills the room
My rendezvous with tears
Consumes without ado
Where is the sense of strength?
What did become of me?
Then fear reveals its plot:
I’m born an empty shell