Dreams Dissolve Testo

This is where the dreams dissolve, this is where illusions shatterIt❝s been a long year of trying to stay afloat
And oh the constant struggle, my mind fights for reason
My heart fights for hope.
Have I spent any of this time alone
Cause that❝s what this was for
No I❝ve been hopping in and out of bed
With friends and lovers
I was never one of those who could not be alone
But now something has changed
Love never finds you when you want it to
It waits til you❝ve stopped waiting
Will I have to spend this life alone?
Where is my companion?
So far I have been very blessed
Am I too demanding?
Open up the windows wide, let the cold air come in
Let the snow come too
Give me something unfamiliar give me seething I can use
Let me find something new
All these things I can❝t figure out alone
Don❝t matter with someone
Maybe I could learn to let it all go
And just have some fun.