Late Onus Testo

invisible memories breaking the seal
Caught
inbetween feelings that noone can heal
Drive in me
dive in me
deep in my brain all these malevolent forces
arise in me
I'm thinking back to find the truth
the cause is burried in my mind
I'm digging for it in my youth
I'm hoping that I'll never find
Pain
faning the flames of the selfhate in me
Help
searching for details that I cannot see
Yearning
knawing and languishing greed for release
Kept
constantly held by this glowing disease
I'm thinking back to find the truth...