i'll try for you. i'd cry for you. trial. trial by ice. || i can simply extend my finger in a pose of exquisite pain. my pain. i can only stretch my arms. stretch, reach, for you || try, try, try, try, try to survive || i'll trial for you. i'd cry for you. trial. trial by ice. || i need a blanket to warm me from the chill of my emptiness. i need a blanket to exsulate me because it's cold inside. || try, try, try, not to freeze, freeze, freeze; die. || a jolting phone: cataclysmic in the bone-marrow night. i need a blanket to warm me from the chill of my emptiness. where is sleep to hide me, from the fact that you're so absent in my heart? where is sleep to hide me, from the fact that i'm too dead to care? || hollow are the bones of lonely. || i stand: hollow. i die: hollow. but i try.
