These Games We Play Testo

pull myself and the curtains off of the sheets.last night steps desperate conversations.
i knew when i lost it.
i lost you.
its been years is this my way of saying. sorry i pushed you too far?
i need to lose this edge and clear my head.
this is intense i need to clear my fucking head.
our secrets kept behind closed doors, now revealed.
how many secrets have you shared with everyone?
don't throw me against the wall you hold my throat.
so i can't breathe so i won't breathe. how could i have been so close?
those eyes weren't yours.
why won't i let you pull the stitches from my wrists, like i've let you do so many times before?
i've only got one week to live